Mainstream or Amateur?

I find myself only being able to get off to amateur homemade videos/porn. All of the main stream stuff just seems boring to me; anyone else feels this way?_ Stephania:GUYS, how long does it take you to make a move on a woman?(25 August 2016) Stephania:For example, this is a person you see almost every day.(25 August [...]
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Margit:
So recently I got back on my schedule and I stopped being sick literally an hour ago.
(30 August 2016)

Margit:
I don t do dishes I don t pick up things because when I can t get my mind off my weight.
(30 August 2016)

Margit:
I recently got back on my eating schedule which helps ( I got so stressed out about food I actually got sick) and one thing that happens when I am not following my plan is that I don t keep up with the house.
(30 August 2016)

Margit:
I also have an eating disorder which stresses me out very bad.
(30 August 2016)

Margit:
I use this for moral support sometimes.
(30 August 2016)

Nila:
Or should I leave everything as it is?
(30 August 2016)

Nila:
We haven't talked at all and things are strange.
(30 August 2016)

Nila:
I'm afraid that it will be awkward and he won't listen or care.
(30 August 2016)

Nila:
I still care about him and his happiness and want him to know that I know about his special day.
(30 August 2016)

Nila:
But then something happened and now every time he sees me he gives a sad look and now we don't talk and pretend the other isn't there.
(30 August 2016)