Self Betrayal

Why can’t I get you out of my head…? What compels me to stir with such feelings…just at the mere thought of you?! Why does my heart betray my mind? Why do I ache so badly for you; so profoundly a //meelp.com/blog/675075/post_3715439.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Ronda:Ok, so this Friday, I have the choice of hanging out with my crush [...]
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Alease:
My cousin confessed his love for me. How do I convince him out of it?
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
I've told him that nothing can ever happen between us since our families are very close, even though we're 2nd cousins.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
I'm not attracted to him and I don't want to lose this amazing friendship we have had for so many years, he is like my best friend.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
I don't know how to talk him out of it.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
I told him that maybe he's just attracted physically but he is persistent that it's not only that, that it's LOVE.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
When he told me all of this over text I literally felt like throwing up.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
That it hurts him when I date guy and this and that.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
When I went back home (i live 4 hours away from him) I bugged him thru text to tell me what was going on and he eventually confessed that he's been in love with me for the past few years, and he knows it's wrong but he wants me to be his.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
He seemed nervous when I asked him and avoided the question.
(22 September 2016)

Alease:
A few days ago we met up since we haven't seen each other for over a year and I asked why he hasn't dated anyone for a very long time.
(22 September 2016)