Searching for true love

Basically I want a real woman. The type that knows how to cook. I want real love. I want a woman that I can spend my entire life with, without disappointments, cheating, or lying. I want someone 100 faithful. I am perhaps the most on point guy there is. If I say I will see [...]
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Janell:
Sometimes I just cry and think I am going crazy, I just feel so alone.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
Don t get me wrong, I love my parents with my whole heart and soul, but recently everything they do seems to annoy me, and I find myself in my room, alone, more and more often.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
I have friends, but it is so different around the house with just me and my parents around mostly.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
For the past couple months I have found myself in tears at the fact that my life is completely different and that it is not fair that I am the youngest, because I am all alone.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
Especially my sister who is closest in age with me, as we are extremely close.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
It s not like I do not keep in touch with my siblings, I do.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
In short, I feel as though I am an only child now.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
She is engaged, and I rarely see her around the house since she has a full-time teaching job and tutors as well.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
All of my siblings older than her have already moved out, except for my one sister who will soon.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
Recently, my next oldest sibling graduated high school and has moved away to college.
(30 October 2016)