a new turn on and why

Most of us, and probably its more a thing for guys, can be stimulated sexually from visuals. it probably was pictures first, Playboy, penthouse and the others. There were always some erotic content on_ Tonita:The reason I m asking this here is because DCF recommended us to go to a therapist, so we did but now [...]
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Joshua:
And now I see him in a completely different light.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
It had to be about him losing me before he actually considered it.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
My issue is why wasn't I enough to stop in the first place?
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
That this would be different because now he knows he could lose me and before he didn't think it was a big deal.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
When I found this again and said if he couldn't be honest with me I didn't know that I could stay with him he only said he would never do it again.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
He's not a bad guy and very good to me-sweet, funny, my best friend.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
I was a wreck mostly because he lied for the past 5 years and I was trying so hard to get his attention when all he was focused on was porn.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
I had never thought I settled until recently when I found porn again.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
He gets time with his guys and I'm never upset if he goes out without me.
(24 May 2017)

Joshua:
Guys tell me all the time that my husband is a lucky man this includes his friends asking why I settled.
(24 May 2017)