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Melva:
And now this one is just the 'icing on the cake'. My mom has been having serious medical issues, both of my grandmother's are not doing very well, my parents yell at me all the time about my motivation when in reality, I think I'm depressed.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
Two other friends are gone and don't talk to me anymore.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
My best friend left me three months ago and hasn't talked to me since and she's gone. and never coming back and that whole experience hurt me because she was my only best friend I've ever really had.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I'm really shy and it's hard for me to just strike up a conversation with someone so when I'm ignored, I feel like there's something wrong with me and that no one cares and that I'm alone and it hurts because I'm not having the easiest time right now.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I don't like the thought of this going on very much longer.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
It's been two whole days since I talked to anyone.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
Other people never see or just read and ignore my messages.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I messaged this one girl two days ago and she hasn't even read my messages yet she's been on Facebook posting things everyday.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I message people on Facebook asking them if they have a minute or if I can talk to them or whatever and they just flat out ignore me.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I have social anxiety and it's hard for me to talk people.
(30 April 2017)